For the past two years I’ve been lucky to be at home with my kids. I’ve been running a home daycare the entire time so I’ve still been working but I’ve been able to be with my kids every waking moment (well, except for the 4 months that Bronson was in the hospital). A couple of weeks ago I wrote in a post that was looking for a job.
Well, I got one and I start this coming Monday.
I’m excited to get back into the nursing field but at the same time I’m a little sad to have to leave my kids everyday.
I’m worried that Bronson will have a seizure and I won’t be there to help him.
I’m worried that Kallie will fall and hurt herself and won’t have me there to kiss it better.
I’m worried that I’ll miss big milestones in both of their lives.
But, I know that I’m blessed to have been able to see them every day for the past two years.
This is a new chapter in our lives and, even though I have worries, I’m excited for it.